1. |
Funeral on the Fourth
03:17
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Verse 1:
Have we reached the point of no return?
Can we extinguish before the bridge is burned?
Have we reached the point of no return?
Looking back into your spangled eyes
The bright blue reflects a sunset sky
Looking back into your spangled eyes
Chorus:
And I can't say without a doubt that you're wrong
Although the evidence is strong
So I'll go before you're gone
Come on
*solo*
Verse 2:
Have we reached the point of no return?
Can we extinguish before the lesson's learned?
Have we reached the point of no return?
Looking back in disbelieving eyes
The bright blue reflects a sunset sky
Looking back in disbelieving eyes
Chorus:
And I can't say without a doubt that you're wrong
Although the evidence is strong
So I'll go before you're gone
Come on
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2. |
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Verse 1:
No stranger, happy just to know you
Hold on, but I'll have to outgrow you
Chorus:
You're speeding up
But it's not a race
Violet goodbye
In a bowlcut phase
Signs of a shudder
Before I say
I'm happy
Just to know you
Verse 2:
Cut wires and cut your inspiration
Solder on, a dead and dull creation
Chorus:
You're speeding up
But it's not a race
Violet goodbye
In a bowlcut phase
Signs of a shudder
Before I say
I'm happy
Just to know you
Used to look out
At the sparkling stars
Staying connected
From miles apart
And you'll get ahold
Of my aching heart
I'm happy
Just to know you
*breakdown/solo*
Verse 3:
New life, a second favorite person
Worst case, I'll still end up a new friend
Chorus:
You're speeding up
But it's not a race
Violet goodbye
In a bowlcut phase
Signs of a shudder
Before I say
I'm happy
Just to know you
Used to look out
At the sparkling stars
Staying connected
From miles apart
And you'll get ahold
Of my aching heart
I'm happy
Just to know you
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3. |
Rising Sunset
02:23
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Verse 1:
I'm at the end of my rope
I think I'm better off alone
Five minutes turn to twenty
Why do you wanna love me?
I never wanted to see this
A miss with bliss
Chorus:
Why does the sunset always rise?
Why can't you look me in the eyes?
A bed of regrets
Makes me forget
All the things that we should know
Verse 2:
A nighttime sky in the afternoon
I really hope it's morning soon
The birds are chirping
Lack of confidence is lurking
I never wanted to see this
A near miss kiss
Chorus:
Why does the sunset always rise?
Why can't you look me in the eyes?
A bed of regrets
Makes me forget
All the things that we should know
Bridge:
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
Chorus:
Why does the sunset always rise?
Why can't you look me in the eyes?
A bed of regrets
Makes me forget
All the things that we should know
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4. |
Did You Feel It?
03:18
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Verse 1:
Did you feel it just now?
Pin prick going deeper
Than expected
Into my pointer finger
It's halfway in
And it won't come out again
My fate is sealed
But at least I know how I make you feel
Chorus:
I hope someday to make amends
Someday go back to being friends
Or maybe something more, the future's hard to understand
And after all, I'm not the smartest man
Verse 2:
Did you feel it just now?
Blood on your fingertips
Taste the plasma
Pressed against your lips
You better keep them closed
Or she might wanna go
Try to be expressive
Instead of aggressive
Chorus:
I hope someday to make amends
Someday go back to being friends
Or maybe something more, the future's hard to understand
And after all, I'm not the smartest man
*solo*
Verse 3:
Did you feel it just now?
Needle in your bloodstream
Probably hate yourself now
With all the things you've seen
It's too far in
And it won't come out again
My fate is sealed
And I'll never know how I make you feel
Outro:
Did you feel it just now?
Did you feel it just now?
Did you feel it just now?
Did you feel it just now?
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5. |
Nothing To Gain
03:11
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Verse 1:
Black frills
Cheap thrills
Need another way to waste my time
Steep hills
Vague chills
Need another way to lose my mind
Chorus:
Nothing to gain and everything to lose
You say it works, but do you have the proof?
Nothing to gain and everything to lose
I want both, so I don't have to choose
*Post-Chorus*
Verse 2:
Dull nerves
Sharp curves
Need another way to keep me sane
Big swerve
Deserved
Need another way to hide my shame
Chorus:
Nothing to gain and everything to lose
You say it works, but do you have the proof?
Nothing to gain and everything to lose
I want both, so I don't have to choose
*post-chorus, solo*
Chorus:
Nothing to gain and everything to lose
You say it works, but do you have the proof?
Nothing to gain and everything to lose
I want both, so I don't have to choose
Nothing to gain and everything to lose
You say it works, but do you have the proof?
Nothing to gain and everything to lose
I want both, so I don't have to choose
*post-chorus*
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6. |
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Sitting here waiting
For you to tell me what to do
Its just frustrating
When I’m not trusted to use.....my judgement
So I’m contemplating
My next big bright bold move
Just anticipating
What I’ll do when we’re through....might just vent
Chorus
Today it’s
Your indecision
Tunnel vision
Dereliction
Blurry vision
Just need
To own my power
As rules go sour
Smash the altar of
The dreams I’m after
Flourescents flicker
Sentenced to waiting in the hall
Argue and bicker
Till I’m ready to throw in the towel......just walk out
Repeat chorus twice
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7. |
Melting Clock
02:38
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Verse 1:
Sun is dawning
Not responding
Think I'm losing ground
Tied up singer
Broken fingers
Think I'm losing sound
Chorus:
And when I wanna call you out
Will you give me one last doubt?
Verse 2:
Hands are aching
Body shaking
Lie awake at night
Loading wheels
Slow reveal
Excited, but not right
All this dreaming
Leaves me screaming
Think I'm on the edge
Keep my mouth shut
Exploding haircut
Leaping from the ledge
Chorus:
And when I wanna call you out
Will you give me one last doubt?
And when the clock melts on my floor
The heat just leaves me feeling sore
*solo*
Chorus:
And when I wanna call you out
Will you give me one last doubt?
And when the clock melts on my floor
The heat just leaves me feeling sore
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8. |
I Can't Touch You
03:45
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Chorus:
I can't touch you
Although I want to
It's better if I stay away
Wanna reach you
Pretend not to
I'll stay out of your robot gaze
Verse 1:
You said you want what's best for me
So why are you still here?
Creeping down the halls
Like some fucking overseer
Distance tends to work the best
So learn to take a hint
And rid me of your
Poison flower scent
Chorus:
I can't touch you
Although I want to
It's better if I stay away
Wanna reach you
Pretend not to
I'll stay out of your robot gaze
Verse 2:
Time don't stand still for no one
This is known to me
You've still got a
Thing to learn, I see
Even when I hide from you
You're always on my trail
Hiding underneath
My fingernails
Bridge:
Is moving on so hard a concept?
Chorus:
I can't touch you
Although I want to
It's better if I stay away
Wanna reach you
Pretend not to
I'll stay out of your robot gaze
Bridge:
Is moving on so hard a concept?
Is moving on so hard a concept?
Chorus:
I can't touch you
Although I want to
It's better if I stay away
Wanna reach you
Pretend not to
I'll stay out of your robot gaze
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9. |
Lullaby
02:59
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Verse 1:
You know I whisper to you nightly
Hold you tightly, love you brightly till the dawn
But my words can't wrap around you
Like a blanket in the cold
Chorus:
Don't let me go
I wanna stay with you tonight
And every night
Don't let me go
I wanna stay
Verse 2:
Tuck the dreams under your shoulder
Feel it smolder, never colder than before
But my light can't keep an eye
On your unsuspecting smile
Chorus:
Don't let me go
I wanna stay with you tonight
And every night
Don't let me go
I wanna stay
Don't let me go
I wanna stay with you tonight
And every night
Don't let me go
I wanna stay
Verse 3:
And so, my light will linger on, dear
But never fear, cause I'll be here before the dawn
But your words can't keep me glued
To a dream inside your head
Chorus:
Don't let me go
I wanna stay with you tonight
And every night
Don't let me go
I wanna stay
Don't let me go
I wanna stay with you tonight
And every night
Don't let me go
I wanna stay
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10. |
I'm Done
02:04
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Verse 1:
Wait a week and a day or two
I'm not waiting anymore
Ain't got time to wait for you
Cause waiting's such a bore
Chorus:
I'm done
I'm done
I'm done
I'm done with you
Verse 2:
Body aches and focus breaks
And I have no words to say
Slip and slide onto the floor
To a painful everyday
Chorus:
I'm done
I'm done
I'm done
I'm done with you
*solo*
Chorus:
I'm done
I'm done
I'm done
I'm done with you
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Verse 1:
8 months later
And the sea is changing tide
Telepathic favor
Sensed it even though I lied
An ancient flame
With tiger stripes across the night sky
You're still the same
I see it even from a drive by
Pre-Chorus:
The drought has ended
Not a flood, but just a rainfall
And that's all I'll ever ask for
So keep it coming
Verse 2:
8 months later
And you're out of hibernation
And you're identical
Even though I know I'm aging
An ancient flame
Orange, red, and black across the night sky
You haven't changed
Although our well is running dry
Pre-Chorus:
The drought has ended
Not a flood, but just a rainfall
And that's all I'll ever ask for
So keep it coming
Chorus:
So I travel deep in time
And hope to find you
Somewhere deep inside my mind
Between the tissue
Verse 3:
8 months later
And I'm out of things to say
And I might waiver
Turn from silver into gray
Red, black, and blue
It's true that you could always get me
And you just flew
I missed you deeply and completely
*solo*
Pre-Chorus:
The drought has ended
Not a flood, but just a rainfall
And that's all I'll ever ask for
So keep it coming
Chorus:
So I travel deep in time
And hope to find you
Somewhere deep inside my mind
Between the tissue
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12. |
She Sings Harmony
03:45
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Verse 1:
Circumstances never plan
For small advances
Leaps and bounds ahead
With everything the rival said
And you can't fix
The faintest glimpse of things to come
And in your haze
You only run
Chorus:
And she sings harmony
Backing up for two
A cut to black
Before she knew
And so it goes
She never really had a chance to grow
And it's all
Because of you
Verse 2:
Grab a heater cause
Your life is getting cheaper
You can't get old
If you freeze to death out in the cold
And you can't fix
The faintest the glimpse of things to come
Consider it
Sixteen and done
Chorus:
And she sings harmony
Backing up for two
A cut to black
Before she knew
And so it goes
She never really had a chance to grow
And it's all
Because of you
Bridge:
Life is changing
DNA is rearranging
And it's never quite the same
As you imagined
Clock is laughing
All around, light bulbs are flashing
There's a spirit photographing
Your inaction
See her clothes
And drop your multicolored rose
I know it's hard to stay composed
But c'mon, try
*solo*
Chorus:
And she sings harmony
Backing up for two
A cut to black
Before she knew
And so it goes
She never really had a chance to grow
And it's all
Because of you
And she sings harmony
Backing up for two
A cut to black
Before she knew
And so it goes
She never really had a chance to grow
And it's all
Because of you
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13. |
13 Hours at a Time
03:40
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Verse 1:
Sit on a bench outside the station
And I never wanna go
To feel your brain wave inflammation
Is like a dream of vertigo
Pre-Chorus:
I never wanted you to say this
I never wanted you to leave
I never wanted you to
Say those things to me
Chorus:
For 13 hours at a time
Not near enough to make you mine
For 13 hours at a time
I wish you'd stay my valentine
Verse 2:
My memory fades in blacks and blues
My secrets drip onto the floor
I somehow still remember you
And I'd never lock that door
Chorus:
For 13 hours at a time
Not near enough to make you mine
For 13 hours at a time
I wish you'd stay my valentine
Bridge:
I look up at the sky
Familiar voices call
I see the satellite
Goodbye, I love you all
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14. |
Lost in Time
03:38
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N/A
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15. |
Sand Burn
01:48
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Verse 1:
Grains slip between my toes
To a burden no one knows
And I can't move at all
Or I'll fall down to crawl
Chorus:
But I don't wanna burn my hands
In the searing summer sand
Cause everyone understands
The sand burn
Verse 2:
My body's burning up
And I've had more than enough
I fell down at the beach
And my sense is out of reach
Chorus:
Cause I don't wanna burn my hands
In the searing summer sand
Cause everyone understands
The sand burn
*instrumental portion*
Chorus:
Cause I don't wanna burn my hands
In the searing summer sand
Cause everyone understands
The sand burn
Cause I don't wanna burn my hands
In the searing summer sand
Cause everyone understands
The sand burn
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16. |
Walk Behind You
05:06
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Verse 1:
It's over with no drama
Communication's kind of
At a pause
But that's because
I let go what I had to say
Didn't matter anyway
But it's fine
Cause I'm out of time
Chorus:
I walk behind you, baby
And that's just fine
I'd like to know you better
But I'm alright
Verse 2:
You're swimming to the future
I'm feeling like a loser
But I'm fine
That you're not mine
Second life a mystery
Never will be known to me
But that's cool
You do you
Chorus:
I walk behind you, baby
And that's just fine
I'd like to know you better
But I'm alright
I walk behind you, baby
I've got your back
If it's better to ignore me
Then stay on track
Bridge:
Do you think it's a dream
Could it really be real?
Feels too perfect and faded for me
Do you know how I feel?
*solo*
Interlude (Verse):
Thank you (x4)
Chorus:
I walk behind you, baby
And that's just fine
I'd like to know you better
But I'm alright
I walk behind you, baby
I've got your back
If it's better to ignore me
Then stay on track
I think it's over, baby
But that's just fine
I'd like to know you better
But I'm alright
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17. |
Someone Different
03:59
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Verse 1:
We're crossing streams
Exchange light beams
And wouldn't you know it
There's passion there
Polluted air
But I'll never show it
My DNA
Has grown astray
But it's not getting tangled
With your pink stare
And scary care
Mutated and mangled
Chorus:
And it used to work
But with a single jerk
I'm someone different
Found every puzzle piece
And now I feel complete
And you're not missing
Verse 2:
I'm sterilized
Look in my eyes
They just keep getting bluer
I jump around
I surf on sound
And I need somethhing newer
Chorus:
And it used to work
But with a single jerk
I'm someone different
Found every puzzle piece
And now I feel complete
And you're not missing
*solo*
Verse 3:
The cable snaps
Connection sapped
And I'm stuck on the broadband
The router dies
My circuit's fried
But I'm not holding your hand
I'll work it out
Head in the clouds
And you don't need to help me
Cause I'll be strong
And move along
So you don't need to tell me
Chorus:
And it used to work
But with a single jerk
I'm someone different
Found every puzzle piece
And now I feel complete
And you're not missing
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18. |
Control Freak
02:31
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Chorus:
Democracy, not good for me
Control freak mentality
Democracy, not good for me
Control freak mentality
Verse 1:
I slave away
Day after day
But it's just a throwaway
My voice still cracks
I want it back
But the time's gone anyway
Chorus:
Democracy, not good for me
Control freak mentality
Democracy, not good for me
Control freak mentality
Verse 2:
I feel so wrong
My will is gone
And I'm just another pawn
I scream and shout
I let it out
I don't know what it's about
Chorus:
Democracy, not good for me
Control freak mentality
Democracy, not good for me
Control freak mentality
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19. |
New Year's Night
04:03
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Verse 1:
Come home to an uninvited guest
Ignored, on the couch like all the rest
Sinking my own ship to perservere
It's new, something there inside her eyes
Fixed on photos I don't recognize
Would you like some doubt with all your fear?
Chorus:
She came just like she went
Embodiment of discontent
I don't know what she meant
When she said hope was heaven sent
Verse 2:
Nothing worse than a flame on New Year's Night
Mind skewed, so I can't remember right
Would you tell me just what happened here?
Chorus:
She came just like she went
Embodiment of discontent
I don't know what she meant
When she said hope was heaven sent
You wanna live alone
To own a house without the rent
Not hard to figure why
When common sense has all been spent
Post-Chorus:
You said you're happy
But your smile's wearing thin
You haven't slept
And you're deprived of medicine
*solo*
Chorus:
She came just like she went
Embodiment of discontent
I don't know what she meant
When she said hope was heaven sent
You wanna live alone
To own a house without the rent
Not hard to figure why
When common sense has all been spent
Post-Chorus:
You said you're happy
But your smile's wearing thin
You haven't slept
And you're deprived of medicine
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20. |
Sand in the Wind
02:43
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Verse 1:
Off color white shines through the sky
There's something almost wrong
But no one cares under the light
Still holding onto your song
Though maybe I should find
Somebody else to pass it on
Chorus:
I'll keep holding onto your secret
I'll keep holding onto your song
Though time tends to pass me like sand in the wind
And lately, I'm fed up with everything
Verse 2:
Sapphire shores and ruby sky
Didn't stop to think
The roaring tide would pass me by
Still holding onto something
It carves weird words inside my brain
So I know what so sing
Chorus:
I'll keep holding onto your secret
I'll keep holding onto your song
Though time tends to pass me like sand in the wind
And lately, I'm fed up with everything
*solo*
Bridge:
I think I'm done with everything
Chorus:
I'll keep holding onto your secret
I'll keep holding onto your song
Though time tends to pass me like sand in the wind
And lately, I'm fed up with everything
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21. |
Don't Beat Yourself Up
02:33
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Verse 1:
Spent months resisting
And I've spend a lifetime missing
Glad I didn't take the shot
Cause I don't know how much ammo I got
I don't think you should sit there
Acting sorry on the floor
But I understand
Cause I've been there before
Chorus:
Hey, don't beat yourself up
Been here before and now I'm tough
Hey, don't beat yourself
I've dealt with this more than enough
But don't feel bad
Verse 2:
The air is thicker than
The blood flow to my head again
We had a good thing going
Until yesterday was showing
I don't think you should sit there
Acting sorry on the floor
But I understand
Cause I've been there before
Chorus:
Hey, don't beat yourself up
Been here before and now I'm tough
Hey, don't beat yourself
I've dealt with this more than enough
But don't feel bad
*instrumental key change*
Chorus:
Hey, don't beat yourself up
Been here before and now I'm tough
Hey, don't beat yourself
I've dealt with this more than enough
Hey, don't beat yourself up
Been here before and now I'm tough
Hey, don't beat yourself
I've dealt with this more than enough
But don't feel bad
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22. |
Read My Lips
03:00
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Verse 1:
Hey, take a hint
I've been where you've been
But I don't think we've met
Look over at me
I'm easy to read
But you're illiterate
Chorus:
Know I'm not a novelist
But I've got something to say
Read my lips, just once or twice
And think a different way
Verse 2:
Hey, take a look
And open a book
As language slips your mind
You're cross-eyed and gone
I'm moving along
And I'll leave you behind
Chorus:
Know I'm not a novelist
But I've got something to say
Read my lips, just once or twice
And think a different way
Look inside these paper eyes
And learn to take control
Read my lips, just once or twice
And play a different role
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23. |
Ice
02:52
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Verse 1:
The foundation
Makes it look like her
The temptation
I wanna be a contender
They share some similarities
But not in life, in death
Creative process wearing thin
My mind's become a mess
Chorus:
Avoid the heatstroke
And bathe in a tub of ice
Being enabled
Would be nice
A ticking timebomb valentine
Could be your death and mine
If I don't make it
Then, that's fine
Verse 2:
A light panic
Like I'm drowning in
The atlantic
Where I've never been
It's not too late to fix my path
Destroy my demons and come back
I'll catch up soon
But I'll be way off track
Chorus:
Avoid the heatstroke
And bathe in a tub of ice
Being enabled
Would be nice
A ticking timebomb valentine
Could be your death and mine
If I don't make it
Then, that's fine
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24. |
Stop the Music
03:01
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Verse 1:
Recursive history
Defective drum loop blaring
Please stop the music
And eventually stop caring
*chorus*
Verse 2:
Descending escalator
Kissed without a sound
A murky river flowing
Deep below the ground
*chorus*
Verse 3:
Dragon rage, a thunder storm
While rain erodes the rock
Drained slowly, ounce by ounce
But I won't ever stop
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25. |
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Verse 1:
I love you more than I can justify
Head over heels and I don't know why
You've never done a single thing for me
So why do I have all this jealousy?
Chorus:
A certain someone
Who can only bring me down
A certain someone
I can never find around
Verse 2:
Toxic water tears apart the wall
Pink and red like before the fall
All my morals crumble in the sand
Gotta rebound, I don't think I can
Chorus:
A certain someone
Who can rearrange my life
A certain someone
Man, I wish that she was nice
Post-Chorus:
Cause I've been
Around a time or two
And I know
It can't be me and you
I've tried so hard
And learned the part
But I'll never
Know the art
*break*
Verse 3:
I love you more than I can justify
Head over heels and I don't know why
You've never done a single thing for me
So why do I have all this jealousy?
Chorus:
A certain someone
Who can rearrange my life
A certain someone
Man, I wish that she was nice
Post-Chorus:
Cause I've been
Around a time or two
And I know
It can't be me and you
I've tried so hard
And learned the part
But I'll never
Know the art
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26. |
Make a Move
03:28
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Verse 1:
Suzuka was joking and the bridge collapsed
Track stars always finish last
Phone booth totalled by a car
Three years gone and you'll go far
Menma fell into a lake
Ignore it, please, just for his sake
Don't wait for your heart to beat
Cause that's a pointless, slow defeat
Verse 2:
One wrong move and then another
Confession's gone, I feel you, brother
Years in the making, an anti-climax
A childhood friend can't get her time back
Dead eyed, outside, Christmas Eve
With disappointment up her sleeve
And yet you act like nothing happened
You'll get kicked down, so better strap in
Chorus:
Don't wait for someone
To tell you the truth
Don't feel so guilty
And don't act aloof
You were born into this
You dealt with all of it
Least you can do
Is make a move
Verse 3:
Kill your friends to make it stop
And spin out like a spinning top
Emotionless, a clone at best
But somehow better than the rest
Isolated half by choice
A sword, a boyfriend, and a voice
Way too shy to let it go
But too prideful to let it show
Chorus:
Don't wait for someone
To tell you the truth
Don't feel so guilty
And don't act aloof
You were born into this
You dealt with all of it
Least you can do
Is make a move
Bridge:
I want you next to me
And I don't feel guilty
You shouldn't either
If that's how you wanna be
It should be easy
To let go of all my words
But when I do
It only hurts
Chorus:
Don't wait for someone
To tell you the truth
Don't feel so guilty
And don't act aloof
You were born into this
You dealt with all of it
Least you can do
Is make a move
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27. |
He's Doing Fine
03:08
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This song was written in the wee hours of the morning, using challenge. I utilized the PlotSpline, structure (Verse, chorus, verse, chorus, verse, chorus, outro), lyricloud (Lonesome and railroad stuck out especially), and the autochords for the verse (Bm-Em-F#m; used a different progression for the chorus). Ended up as kind of a countryish song and a lyrical departure for me, while still utilizing the same themes. I really like it.
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28. |
Redhead Blues
03:53
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Verse 1:
When I see you in the moonlight
Know that we'll be making waves
Singing to yourself at midnight
Promise I won't misbehave
Chorus:
Drop the phone
Cause it's hard to own
I can't be
What you assume
Ten years gone
Tried to move along
I still have
Your redhead blues
*solo*
Verse 2:
When I see you in the forest
Camping out outside the town
Think we both just need a good rest
Really are the best around
Chorus:
Drop the phone
Cause it's hard to own
I can't be
What you assume
Ten years gone
Tried to move along
I still have
Your redhead blues
*solo*
Bridge:
Tenth anniversary, so act like nothing happened
But on my window pane, I hear somebody tapping
No need to ask me, cause I don't have what you're lacking
Tenth anniversary, so act like nothing happened
Chorus:
Drop the phone
Cause it's hard to own
I can't be
What you assume
Ten years gone
Tried to move along
I still have
Your redhead blues
*solo*
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29. |
Abandoned Beach
04:11
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Verse 1:
It happens in a heartbeat
Yes, it happens one by one
Queues are forming in my brain
And I can't get the backlog done
I'll wade across the sea
Up to my knees in makeup
I broke my toys
From playing rough
Chorus:
My dreams flow out my ears
And soak into my sheet
They stain your dress
And now they're softening my feet
Try not to drown right now
Life jacket's out of reach
Left all alone on this
Abandoned beach
Verse 2:
It happens in a heartbeat
Yes, it happens way too fast
My brain invokes the present
Tries to substitute the past
Compensate for failure
With a trace of fake success
Unintentional replacement
Means I'm settling for less
Chorus:
My dreams flow out my ears
And soak into my sheet
They stain your dress
And now they're softening my feet
Try not to drown right now
Life jacket's out of reach
Left all alone on this
Abandoned beach
*solo*
Verse 3:
It happens in a heartbeat
Yes, it happens in an instant
Blink for a second
And I'm pretty sure I've missed ten
How shallow am I?
Ditching people like it's their fault
Thought that I was done
But that's not all
Bridge:
I used your plights for inspiration
Utilized your sadness for my gain
And if that's not enough, I used mine too
At least I'm compensated for my pain
Chorus:
My dreams flow out my ears
And soak into my sheet
They stain your dress
And now they're softening my feet
Try not to drown right now
Life jacket's out of reach
Left all alone on this
Abandoned beach
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30. |
Copycat
02:14
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Verse 1:
Ten extra minutes come and go
And yet you think that I don't
Know what you're doing
You lock me out and lock me in
And I can tell the kind of
Traps you're pursuing
Bathe in the moonlight when it's full
Defying gravity
You float in the blue sky
And so you ask me once again
But I won't follow you
And I think you know just why
Chorus:
I'll shut your touch screen off
Cause I've had enough of that
Mimic your minimizing
With my Copycat
Verse 2:
You say you're normal once again
And though I know it
Think you look like a psychic
If I could land a single hit
Then maybe I could take you
Out with my low kick
I know I'm gonna have to switch
But I prolong it cause
I take every challenge
And though it might not be this life
I know that someday
I am gonna be the one to win
Chorus:
I'll shut your touch screen off
Cause I've had enough of that
Mimic your minimizing
With my Copycat
I know it might not be today
But someday soon
I'll take you out and I'll be
King of the afternoon
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31. |
Analog Love
03:59
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Verse 1:
Like a faded t-shirt
Or a vinyl record
Completely trustworthy
You never let me down
When I hear you sing
It's like a White Stripes wet dream
Been searching far and wide
For someone with your sound
Chorus:
You're the original
I'm dreaming of
Please don't go digital
You're my analog love
Verse 2:
Climb into my creation
A world of noise
Trust me completely
And I'll write you your own song
8 track is rolling
And the drummer counts in
You can be number one
So please just go along
Chorus:
You're the original
I'm dreaming of
Please don't go digital
You're my analog love
And don't fade over time
Like so many before
Stay high fidelity
And last for many more
*solo*
Chorus:
You're the original
I'm dreaming of
Please don't go digital
You're my analog love
And don't fade over time
Like so many before
Stay high fidelity
And last for many more
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32. |
Winter Air
03:58
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Verse 1:
I'm tired
Expired
Forgot my coat
Covered in snow
The thunder
I'm under
Electrically
Meets apathy
Cooling, I saw your words as fog
But heard a breeze
Siphoning ecstacy from air
My deity
Chorus:
So I waited endlessly
For someone, for someone
Burning in the winter air
Was no one, was no one
Verse 2:
I hear it
A spirit
With greyish eyes
A living lie
The sun melts
What I felt
Black ice
Means I've been cheated twice
Redhead with color cycling skin
A daydream girl
Halleucination in my eyes
Can stay unheard
Chorus:
So I waited endlessly
For someone, for someone
Burning in the winter air
Was no one, was no one
And though I thought
That it could be
A quiet life for you and me
I woke up from my fever dream
*solo*
Chorus:
So I waited endlessly
For someone, for someone
Burning in the winter air
Was no one, was no one
Dream sequence sparkled
In my eyes
And all my lies just multiply
Dissolving angel, say goodbye
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33. |
She Wears Me Down
03:09
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Verse 1:
Fruits in eden, sent away
Got caught stealing there one day
Didn't do it, I was framed
But she don't care
Every time I open up
A storm cloud comes and rains bad luck
Seems like I'm a little stuck
But she don't care
Pre-Chorus:
She never really knew
The reason I withdrew
Chorus:
She wears me down, down, down, down, down
She wears me down, down, down, down, down
She wears me down, down, down, down, down
She wears me down
Verse 2:
Space train comes on faded blue
It picks me up but forgets you
Maybe that's what I should do
I shouldn't care
But every time I pack it up
And act like I don't give a fuck
You drag me back into a rut
Cause you're still there
Pre-Chorus:
I break down when I try
To give you my goodbye
Chorus:
She wears me down, down, down, down, down
She wears me down, down, down, down, down
She wears me down, down, down, down, down
She wears me down
Pre-Chorus:
I think she always knew
The reason I withdrew
Chorus:
She wears me down, down, down, down, down
She wears me down, down, down, down, down
She wears me down, down, down, down, down
She wears me down
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34. |
Naïve
03:43
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Verse 1:
Waking from cryosleep
And I think I'm alone again
Steering wheel came clean off
We crashed
Cut off abruptly
Leave me in a blurry lucid dream
White noise
And I'll reject the facts
Chorus:
Drain me a little more
I love it when you leave
Hide all your sins
And I'll pretend that I'm naive
Verse 2:
Need something biblical
Can't look her in the eyes
So stable
I could trip and fall
Voice like an earthquake
And I feel like July
Present but I'm absent
From role call
Chorus:
Drain me completely
Be my false messiah, please
Hide all your sins
And I'll pretend that I'm naive
Don't tell me anything
Turn off the hallway light
Please leave me
In the dark all night
Bridge:
Can I reverse a magnet?
Light bulb's only half lit
Leave me in the dark
Back off the police line
Everything is half mine
Imaginary park
I don't need a nametag
Let me raise a white flag
Sinking in quick sand
Street is catching fire
Prove that I'm a liar
You can't, but I can
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35. |
Without My Clothes
03:39
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Verse 1:
Jeans on the spinning chair
T-shirt is over there
Now my goal is gone
In the burning sun
Seems I'm not very smart
I broke my own glass heart
Spinning in the sheets
Puzzle incomplete
Chorus:
You make me wonder sometimes
If pleasure turns me blind
I wanna know the way you are
Without my clothes, I don't get far
Verse 2:
Thoughts in a maison jar
Words caught in my guitar
Go another round
Cause I'm homeward bound
Iris I'll never see
Someone I'll never be
Rainy afternoon
Fake the sunshine soon
Chorus:
You make me wonder sometimes
If pleasure turns me blind
I wanna know the way you are
Without my clothes, I don't get far
*solo*
Chorus:
You make me wonder sometimes
If pleasure turns me blind
I wanna know the way you are
Without my clothes, I don't get far
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36. |
Yesterday's Remains
03:58
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Chorus: Bm-G-C#dim-F#m
Verse: D-KA-Em-A7
Pre-Chorus: Em-A7-D-G Em-A7
Chorus:
Yesterday remains
Dancing on my street
Saw my watch move in reverse
She thought it sounded sweet
Verse 1:
Back then, I thought that moving on
Came like a breeze
Missed oppourtunities
To have you next to me
Pre-Chorus:
A daily cost
I lived and lost
And it never quite
Gets easier to swallow
Are you still home?
Chorus:
Yesterday remains
Dancing on my street
Saw my watch move in reverse
She thought it sounded sweet
Flash before my eyes
Let the moment leave
Don't deny proximity
Living lucid dream
Verse 2:
Deny the time it mattered
People disappear
I'll take advantage
Talk to you while you're still here
Pre-Chorus:
But if I try
I just might die
I'm begging on my knees
To get some closure
Don't say it's over
Chorus:
*chorus solo*
Pre-Chorus:
When did we change?
Become estranged
Cause my heart is in my hands
And you're corroding
The road's exploding
Chorus:
Yesterday remains
Dancing on my street
Saw my watch move in reverse
She thought it sounded sweet
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37. |
Inconceivably
03:18
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Verse 1:
If you paid for me
Then I'd go
Excused excuses
Cover blown
Chorus:
I never thought that it could get so easy
Inconceivably
So should I try to play the part?
Verse 2:
I'm shaking
Trying half my best
Three years
Sewn in a sequin dress
Chorus:
I never thought that it could get so easy
Inconceivably
So should I try to play the part?
You never told me it was pointless
Cause I didn't need to know
Got shot down by your poison dart
*solo*
Chorus:
I never thought that it could get so easy
Inconceivably
So should I try to play the part?
You never told me it was pointless
Cause I didn't need to know
Got shot down by your poison dart
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38. |
Fix It (Letting Go)
03:18
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Verse 1:
Well, yesterday she told me
What I'd known the whole time
She said it's creepy
How I always seem one step behind
My eyes were wide
I knew the sweat was flowing freely
Cause every time I try
I fuck it up completely
Chorus:
Do I have a chance to fix it?
Did I already miss it?
Can't stand the thought
Of letting go
But I don't wanna be the
One who intimidates ya
So I just might
Leave you alone
Verse 2:
I don't know how
So I just sneak into the foreground
My awkward pause evolved
Into a lifetime letdown
I think she hates me
And I think, I think, I overthink
Position shifting
Maybe that's why I can't blink
Chorus:
Do I have a chance to fix it?
Did I already miss it?
Can't stand the thought
Of letting go
But I don't wanna be the
One who intimidates ya
So I just might
Leave you alone
Bridge:
It never works, it never works, it never works
Although I try, I get ripped off and end up hurt
It never works, it never works, it never works
It never works, it never works, it never works
Chorus:
Do I have a chance to fix it?
Did I already miss it?
Can't stand the thought
Of letting go
But I don't wanna be the
One who intimidates ya
So I just might
Leave you alone
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39. |
Stalker Girl
03:12
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Verse: D-F#-G-A
Pre-Chorus: Bm-F#-G-A
Verse 1:
And I saw you in the shadows
Most obsessive girl that I know
Pre-Chorus:
You scare me deeply
Frankly think you're really creepy
Verse 2:
But it comes from dedication
That you steal my personal information
Pre-Chorus:
I never feel lonely
Because I'm never the only one around
Chorus:
You're my stalker girl
All dressed in blue
You're my stalker girl
Can't get away from you
You're my stalker girl
Put away the rope
You're my stalker girl
I don't have any hope
*solo*
Verse 3:
And I saw you in my bedroom
Even when you're gone, the cameras loom
Pre-Chorus:
Hope they don't have microphones
Or every word I say won't be my own
Verse 4:
Please believe that I'll be faithful
No need to follow me with that rifle
Pre-Chorus:
She fires one off in my direction
I made eye contact with another woman
Chorus:
You're my stalker girl
All dressed in blue
You're my stalker girl
Can't get away from you
You're my stalker girl
Put away the rope
You're my stalker girl
I don't have any hope
*solo*
Pre-Chorus:
And I just might go insane
Metaphorical and literal ball and chain
Chorus:
You're my stalker girl
All dressed in blue
You're my stalker girl
Can't get away from you
You're my stalker girl
Put away the rope
You're my stalker girl
I don't have any hope
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John Vermeersch Shoreview, Minnesota
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