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50​/​90 2021

by John Vermeersch

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Verse 1: Somehow everything got worse It's on my shoulders, oh of course I guess it's what I should expect With all my trauma's unaddressed Chorus: I can't keep doing this shit to myself Verse 2: I still like a quiet night But twisted memories make me think twice About continuing my life When every moment's still a fight Chorus: I can't keep doing this shit to myself I can't keep doing this shit to myself
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Chorus [2x]: I don't wanna remember When I thought that we were friends I don't wanna pass by Your fucking house ever again Verse 1: I woke up from the third fucking nightmare this week Got a bullet stuck in my fondest memories I don't understand What to think about you I'm totally obsessed What have I turned into? Verse 2: Every time I think that I'm getting better I totally collapse under all the pressure Though I know very well It was good and bad shit I'm haunted by the good And I just can't help it Chorus [2x]: I don't wanna remember When I thought that we were friends I don't wanna pass by Your fucking house ever again Post-Chorus: And your silence taunts me everyday I'm overwhelmed by thoughts of what you've thrown away Verse 3: No matter what I do I'm reminded of you I'm totally alone But my walls are see through Another hellish twist On a personal favorite I can't get out of bed Tortured by your spirit Ideas that evolve Getting horrifying Strangle me to death What if they're worth trying? "The way it was before" is so vague and foolish I'll beat that horse to death Cause I'm fucking useless Chorus [2x]: I don't wanna remember When I thought that we were friends I don't wanna pass by Your fucking house ever again Post-Chorus: And your silence taunts me everyday I'm overwhelmed by thoughts of what you've thrown away Chorus [2x]: I don't wanna remember When I thought that we were friends I don't wanna pass by Your fucking house ever again *solo*

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released July 24, 2021

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John Vermeersch Shoreview, Minnesota

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