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Identity Crisis

from 50​/​90 2022 by John Vermeersch

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I fumbled around with this chorus for like a day before settling on the verse progression I came up with and today I finished it up. A bridge didn't seem to fit so I did a variant of the post-chorus to end the song.

lyrics

Verse 1:
I forget who I was
Before I became this
Collection of half baked metaphors
And painful memories

I'm stuck in the skin
Of a yearbook I burned up
I'm living for the sake of it
Recycling melodies

Chorus:
Lost my love of living
In the city
Now I don't know who I am

People ask what I've been up to
I say "Good question"
As though a stranger made up all my plans

Post-Chorus:
She said I don't care what it is that you wanna do
Unconditionally, I'll always love you
Tell me now, is that true?
Put your money where your mouth is, here's my I.O.Us

Verse 2:
I bleed on my bicycle
Missing my bedroom
Been trying to work up the nerve
To walk out on the interstate

I don't know what happened
To make me so angry
I hate the person I've become
And I don't know how to change

Chorus:
Lost my love of living
In the city
Now I don't know who I am

People ask what I've been up to
I say "Good question"
As though a stranger made up all my plans

*layered*

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from 50​/​90 2022, released July 4, 2022
Jonii Vee: guitar, bass, drum loops, vocals

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